#OUGHHH I AM NOT OKAY

[indrawzcord]

another fiore crying drawing by yours truely

[sunflowerrboyy]

THE TURNING OUT REFERENCE 😭😭😭

[fluffypotatey]

here is the mini analysis!

he is always looking back :''')

and i would also like to add:

he was always looking back. he was always reaching. he could never help himself and had to turn-

[vampiric-succulent]

OUAW EP 22 second half:

TW for a bit of gore

COMBAT TIME BABEY

I need a detailed description of how Gideon’s manacles work I Need to Know

TORBEK W MOMENT WHEN HE BECOMES GOREBEK AND MAKES AGDON ACTUALLY SCARED

HOW DID THEY DESIGN THESE CHARACTERS HOLY SHIT

Mace i like your ignition idea but aren’t you also gonna burn down the bridge you’re on??? Nope okay nvm

This guy has a 15ft long scarf. Can’t we just grab that? It’s literally trailing.

Oh fuck. Is Twig dead? No no no

love how Derek just goes “nah fuck that I cast Shield”

“These awesome guys…. And Gricko…..”

THANK GOD SOMETHING HITS HES GRAPPLED GOING DOWN

I LOVE MACE BANGING THE TABLE SO HARD THE BATTLEMAP CAMERA SHAKES

Y’all are IGNORING Twig rn. Can’t someone stabilize her????

Twig is so iconic

NOT TORBEK. THAT IS NOT TORBEK. WHO IS THIS GUY

Oh my god.

GEAR TWOOOO— Woah that’s a bisection.

MY HEART. KREMY DO NOT LET TWIG DIE.

“I don’t feel so good Mr Kremy” GAH

Hootsie is magic??? I guess that makes sense

DONT CLOSE YOUR EYES TWIG

I feel like maybe Gricko should have been able to roll a perception check when Agdon stole something from him underwater— even at disadvantage— how is Agdon seeing? Magic?

Frost could be such a good villain who uses sympathy as a weapon— “I can save you”

What is this random frog doing here? Also I bet Frost looks lowkey ridiculous trying to talk to Agdon through the swamp midfight

YES GRICKO IS GOING FOR THE SCARF wait. This could uh. Be a trap

HARE TODAY GONE TOMORROW I GOT IT

not the chuckles coming out for battle 😭

Gorebek is so fucking scary. I love this so much.

YES THEY GOT HIM HOLY FUCK

Oh fuck Torbek is gonna drown

Twig how are you just making banaña bread right now

TORBEK MY LOVE

Oh fuck vaguely Russian gourd headed scarecrow

WHAT?????? GEHENNA????????? WHAT KID CAME UP FROM THERE????????????

Holy FUCK that’s a way to end a session

PLEASE tell me more about the Gear System. Also oh my god this was such a good episode. Holy shit.

[skinandscales-if]

submitted by anon

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HELLO??? ON ANON??? JUST BECAUSE???

I literally haven’t stopped looking at this since I’ve seen this- it’s STUNNING!! The way you made the palette more sunny + warm and your take on her little details 😭😭 the stickers??? I don’t think I’m gonna recover from this what the fuck your style is genuinely breathtaking

I hope you know that I would give the WORLD to you friend oh my god you should be paid in the millions for work like this I’m not even kidding

[dandyshucks]

writing this little fic so slowly bc i am actually actively falling asleep rn but ohhh i want to have it written.... i am full of love for him and i must make sure he knows it....

[astrxealis]

i will ignore ffvii until i play rebirth myself bcs just looking at art makes me want to cry (good) already

[milo-is-rambling]

Too emotional to jump back into the fic where I was earlier I’m gonna just bail on this one for now and read if eve ain’t in your garden

[sophegg]

god what i wouldn’t give to see wilbur go live and play like the front bottoms or whatever new music he’s into on his acoustic guitar. to watch him play geoguesser and do incredibly badly after telling chat he had been practicing and was still pretty good at this game. to have him teach chat internet safety for the sixty-seventh time. to listen to him ramble about some incredibly niche topic for 20 minutes straight. i lovejoy and i am glad he’s happy but also i miss streamer wilba……

[kittycity]

NOT an artist I really admire reposting fanart they made in like 2017 of one of my BIGGEST ick ships of all time!!!! Right before I was gonna go to bed!! OH MY GOD!!

[brainfilehasstoppedworking]

Now it's time to read my favorite fanfic, hehehe.

[flightofgoro]

goro gruffs as he counters a shadow's attack. he attacks wildly, but cautiously — if that made any sense in anyone's heads … it only does in his.

“crow-senpai! dodge left!”

as soon as goro heard those words, he immediately rolled on the ground toward the left side of the battle. he shuts his eyes tight for a quick second due to the garish light that assaulted the suffocating atmosphere.

he opens his eyes and takes a quick glance at sumire, a smile hiding under his helmet – goro wheezes out a cough from the dust in the air. “sufficient, violet-san!” he yells, before taking a moment to breathe – the next moment, he was laughing frenziedly.

“to me, loki!” goro's rough voice boomed, then he takes a shot at the shadow – thankfully for sumire's impressive attack, there wasn't much to be done. he summoned an eigadon attack – choosing to use one of his weakest attacks since sumire had mostly done the work for him and it'd be redundant for him to use any stronger ones. it'd just drain his energy. the shadow dissipated into the suffocating air of mementos.

goro pants, then immediately looks around for sumire. he jogs toward her way and adjusted his helmet – “impressive, violet-san. you had me blinded for a moment,” a small smirk hidden underneath his mask, not that he was intentionally hiding it this time though.

“… i do, begrudgingly, have to apologize for egging you on like that. i should've been aware that there was a larger shadow near us.” the ex - detective glances away from the honors student, avoiding eye contact. he did feel … some guilt, sumire could have gotten hurt and it would've been his fault.

goro quietly watches sumire strike on the shadow – even after it's weakened, she's still stabbing it relentlessly. he can feel where the anger is coming from, the anger of being someone's shadow. the anger that the things you thought were your own were never yours to begin with, such as dreams.

when goro saw the flashback play in dr. maruki's palace, he was stunned. he knew about survivor's guilt. he knew all about that and he—

the ex-detective's head shoots up when he hears sumire's hoarse cry. sumire was going against a shadow that was much larger than herself – and if anyone thought he was going to stand there instead of letting sumire foolishly die, they've got a few screws loose.

god damn it, i might've given sumire too much bitterness to let out.

goro darts toward sumire's way – he shoves her out of the way before the shadow could strike the underclassman. goro does take a hit, letting out a strangled yell and holding his abdomen, “oh, you little SHIT—”

he takes his blade and strikes the shadow – goro then glances back at sumire's way with his eyes, “violet, find an escape route! just get away from this thing—” he yells, striking the shadow relentlessly, but not carelessly … somewhat. there were some careless hits, but he mainly prioritized sumire's safety – it didn't matter if he was hurt, he supposed.

[crimeronan]

(Hi same anon from earlier)

STOPPPPPPPPP RAINE AND DARIUS GOING TO FINISH THE JOB ALONE,,,,,, and they have to sit with and reckon with the fact that This Boy Is Deeply, Deeply, damaged. It’s so heavy. It’s so bad. And there’s NOTHING THEY CAN DO ABOUT IT. They can only watch as this kid that they care about gets absolutely thrown through the wringer. Suddenly So Much Makes Sense about him. Hunter’s little silly quirky behaviors and idiosyncrasies are now recontextualized as Genuine Trauma Responses and they aren’t so funny anymore… God. It’s so baddddd. And inner Hunter is still With Luz so they still have no context… psychological horror as Darius and Raine start putting the clues together and just. Falls to the ground. The regret of it all. The guilttttttttt. They could’ve should’ve would’ve done better but they didn’t then and all they can do now is this. All they can do is this one kindness of making sure Luz doesn’t have to see this. They’re just kids, they shouldn’t have to see this (they shouldn’t have had to go through it at all)

Also the mental image of this shattered apart Hunter and Luz just clinging to each other in a clearing in the mind. And every time a memory slots into place and inner Hunter gets a little more solid he also gets more and more upset. Like I’m talking Full Mental Breakdown and Luz and him are just clinging to eachother and sobbing and riding it out as Hunter essentially goes from violent flashback to violent flashback as the mindscape warps around them. Luz gently reassuring Hunter that whatever it is it is in the past and she’s here and he doesn’t have to face it alone.

WAHGHGHGH. The siblings. I’m not Normal.

WAHHH.

in some ways it's better for both darius and raine that luz isn't with them. both for her sake and so both of them can be like "wow. i am not fucking okay about this" without the pressure to Be Okay because you're the adult(s) around a kid.

but oughhh poor hunter and poor luz :(( luz would feel So Fucking Guilty. SO FUCKING GUILTY. part of her is like "should i go tell them to stop?? i can make this all stop, i SHOULD make this all stop, he's going to Hate Me for not making this stop"

but she also knows how important it is to hunter to be Himself and to have his memories. so. cruelly forcing him to suffer because she is evil it is!!

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

I hope it's okay to brainrot a little in your inbox. Idk if I'll turn this into a fic later (but if it inspires u take it🫵) but I just got another lippiercing and the guy was so nice and such a sweetheart and incredibly attractive and now all I can think about it piercer!geto😩

Oh he'd be so gentle with newbies, especially if they're as cute as reader. And oh how he adores the little nervous smiles as he studies your lips to see how the veins run and where the placement of the piercing should be

He shouldn't be tracing over your lips with his thumb like this but if it calms you down, what kind of piercer would he be if he didn't ensure the comfort of his clients!?!?!

No thoughts head empty just pretty tattooed piercer!geto suguru

ANONNNNNN OFC YOU CAN BRAINROT IN MY INBOX!!!!! THAT’S WHAT IT’S HERE FOR!!!!!!!!

AND GOOD GOD 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 piercer!sugu..,,, piercer!sugu……. i have no words this is . so so tasty. i need him so bad . he really would be so sweet and gentle….. i feel like he loves it when his clients are a little nervous because he loves soothing them 🥺 THE THUMB ON YOUR LIP. GOD HELP ME. ohhhhh him being a little touchy with his clients…,, all for the sake of calming them down of course……. not at all because he thinks you look so cute sitting there nervously nibbling on your bottom lip……….. maybe leaning in for a little kiss once you’ve started relaxing more. you’re being so brave, of course he has to reward you!!!!

but . oughhh…. really anon……. this is everything…..,,, he’s just so caring and teasing and skilled 😔😔😔 thank you for sharing the tasty crumbs i am eating them slowly and thoroughly

[a-canceled-stamp]

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🪰 Recommend a fic that makes you sad (in the best way!!)! Some great angst and/or hurt/comfort!

OKAY so

Since hurt/comfort is what I consume daily I simply couldn't choose one fic for this lil bug. So I chose 4. Or. Technically 5. Just for you babes 😘 (mind you my oof meter may differ from other's oof meter. I am but a smol creature and can only take so much pain in my soup. Be advised.)

SYNCHRONICITY by orpheusaki ( @damianbugs). We're starting with the fic with the least amount of anguish, but one that still packs a punch. Nightwing and Dick!Robin swapping places. Angsty Dick & Bruce stuff happens in both the past and future, and y'all, it is INCREDIBLE. This author is just. Gah. Everything they do is pure gold, and this fic is no exception. Very much made me tear up and my heart hurt a lot, but I was def smiling by the end of it. This will hurt you but at least put a lil bandage over the bruise :)

Sprinklers by SunnyBlue. Tim & Damian feels bc OF COURSE. Tim is gravely injured and begs Damian to leave him. Damian refuses bc he secretly cares about his big bro. You know, the ush 😌💅 Yet another fic that left me with a lil bandaid over my bruise by the end of it, but man, this bruise was nasteeee. On a more serious note, this was one of the first Batfam fics I ever read, and made me realize the sheer talent that exists in this fandom. A fantastic read.

Identity by Miles_2_Go ( @miles2g0). OUGHHH. The greatest fic to ever fic. Lazarus Pit!Tim and Good Bro!Jason = AHJDKSHJDK. So much hurt/comfort. Love love love. This also offers a bandaid (from what I remember) but the hurt lingers dude. It lingersssss. Excellent writing, wonderful prose, INCREDIBLE characterizations, SUPERB angst....just GAH. I love it so much.

As for the last one...this is where we arrive in Oofville. Population? Whoever dare read this fic (this one might be familiar to you cue ashdjshdjk)

bile is sweeter by cuephrase ( @cuephrase). I read this a few weeks ago and y'all. I am still not okay. Shorter than the other recs but FUCK. The pain. THE PAIN. The Tim & Dick dynamic, the internal dialogue, Dick's fear and desperation, the ENDING- Ough. OUGH. And if you liked this one, Cue has just finished a sequel; Penance. Why did they write this, you ask? TO EMOTIONALLY MAIM THEIR FRIENDS THAT'S WHY. I've only read the first chapter but man. I already know I'm In Danger(TM) 🥲

Thank you for the ask!🌻💞

Send me a bug and I'll give you a fic rec!

[ghastlyvampire]

Large 1 am thought dump about the ghovie under the cut (contains spoilers) (it really is large and pretty disorganized and a bit random)

(I rewrote this at 8 am ☝️)

The theater was PACKED!! The session I went to was almost fully sold out. There were cosplayers where I went too, it was great. No merch available unfortunately, but hey I didn't even expect it to show in my country so I'm very pleased.

(downside: no popcorn because if we tried to get popcorn we would have been late. The popcorn line basically took over the cinema's entry hall. The ghovie coincided with a bunch of parents taking their kids to see inside out which made for a funny mix at the waiting line).

I basically didn't know anything about what to expect but it was so cool. I'M JUST SAD I COULDN'T GET THE LAST QR CODE IN TIME SIGH BUT IT'S OKAY!!

I went with my dad and he loved it. This is the first movie we watched in a theater that he somehow didn't fall asleep in the middle of LOL.

The downside: as usual, sexual innuendos were a bit awkward to witness when your father is sitting right next to you. That didn't stop me from enjoying anything though dkkskfkdk

I kind of wish the people in my session had been more... Idk I mean it was basically a concert right!! I was expecting more singing and stuff. I normally hate loudness but in these contexts I really like it, but judging by the wait line we were all nerds so it makes sense why no one was extroverted enough for that.

(We did all laugh sometimes and also everyone groaned at the cliffhanger which was funny) (twice, once when the screen turned black and then when the lights of the theater turned back on) (everyone waited)

I did unfortunately also conclude that there's like a 90% chance that I could not ever actually go to a Ghost concert (or most big concerts) because of the lights* 🥹 (autism). I just looked away whenever it got too much but I was also kind of transfixed but regardless I had fun.

*well, really thinking about it I would probably already be overwhelmed just by being in that big of a crowd. Then having to listen to it scream the whole time would have probably kill me so there's that

I got so scared that Copia was going to die at the end. My heart was beating so fast nearing the end and when the balloon thing start I was like It's Over. Then it wasn't!

(In my heart I kind of knew Tobias wasn't going to do that because we are all very attached to him at this point and I would imagine he is too)

THE SKELETONS WERE SO SILLY I LOVED THEM

The Mary On a Cross animation made me very happy

The costume changes were so cool to witness and I really liked Papa's (or Fráter's now, I guess hehe) little boxer outfit.

Someone brought their baby AND THE BABY DIDN'T CRY OR SCREAM ONCE! Idk how their mom did it since I'm sure they couldn't have been sleeping but maybe they were raised with Ghost so they were just as hooked into the movie as the rest of us.

Oughhh ouch now I'm craving cinema popcorn so bad I wish I could have seen the movie while eating popcorn.

It was nice to get the confirmation that Copia really is Nihil and Sister's son (even though we all knew).

When they were in that box thing I thought that Nihil was going to possess him. I was expecting for him to possess him when he did the pose too for some reason.

I was like wow I will be completely normal about this I'm not even autistic about Ghost anymore. Then I sat down on the chair and immediately was fighting back tears. Apparently I can never be Normal About Things (specifically Things That I Like a Lot).

IF YOU HAVE GHOSTS!!

The new song is great

I was sad that Sister died but she's a ghost so really it's okay.

Immediate edit: THE TWIN THING ALSO YEAH THAT WAS UNEXPECTED

I might edit this later with more thoughts but I'm too sleepy to think right now. If you somehow read everything then hiiii thank you for reading my messy thoughts

Edit #2: The ghovie had no ads before it. Like at all. I was pleasantly surprised but also feel bad for the people that went into it a bit late thinking they wouldn't miss anything because the ads usually take minutes.

Edit #3: Another reason that makes me think that I'd die at a real Ghost concert is that the music is probably very loud as well, and while my brain dislikes loud music that I like less than the other loud things, it's still not immune to it. Thinking about it, it's crazy that somehow I didn't feel overwhelmed by the sounds in the ghovie once, considering that usually that happens at least once in every movie I see on the theater. Idk if it's just me or they just made it like that, but I'm VERY pleased about that too.

If you want more specific spoilers then dm me I love rambling about things I like